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Name: Tragic
Gender: Female


Interests: Listening to music and playing my guitar. My future husband.
Expertise: Love is hard to find.. again.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 10/24/2003

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Saturday, July 24, 2004

Currently Playing
In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3
By Coheed & Cambria
see related
- 2113, Track 6,7,9 :-p

"The Velorium Camper II (Backend of Forever)"

Rocked silent in a soft lullaby
panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time
where and when would I see him?
Crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth
I stuttered replacing your face to those words
where and when would I kill him?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I wish...to the bitter end of my day
where were you?

so you had your turn and you made it work
now I'm the laughing stock of your joke
crazy as it may seem I cried for you when you
told me to date all of the things that made you end up in my life
and I'll believe anything I have no luck with guys

I overheard that you were unhappy too
misleading trust into a relationship that makes no sense
over and out Connecticut
but you had your back turned as you faded away
at the end of my day I found out
you weren't worth what I thought of you

write this down in the diary you abuse
can we make plans can I just get throught to you
is this weird...do I scare her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I wish...that you could share the love you'd shared with others, with me
this isn't love so forever let it go...forever will it burn
this isn't love there on the backend of forever I wish I would never hurt again

"2113"

in our sleep
there's more to this night
where will she beg for your mercy?
slowly but sure, im hoping what comes
in the absence of night, she'll kick and she'll fight
should they fail in his sight ...
ill warrant them all, the end of us all

please mom,
they're coming for me
please mom,
run, lock your door,
they're coming for me

when the clock reads 21:13
our work will stop and the ground will release

please mom,
they're coming for me
please mom,
run, lock your door,
they're coming for

when i fall asleep, your face is all i see
dear momma, i love
i fall asleep, your face is all i dream
dear momma, i love

in your frame you'll be this well ...
in the face you miss the most, you'll see them soon
stop, i bid you fair warning, stay up till you
when the memories occur of a life you havent lived
stay still, you will
i've gotta secret to hide
and i've gotta secret to hide

TO TIME CONSUMER:
"in the words, a father to son
thy kingdom come"

whoa oh oh oh oh
whoa oh oh oh oh
whoa oh oh oh oh
whoa oh oh oh oh

please mom,
they're coming for me
please mom,
run, lock your door,
they're coming for

when i fall asleep, your face is all i see
dear momma, i love
i fall asleep, your face is all i dream
dear momma, i love

whoa oh oh oh oh
whoa oh oh oh oh

when i fall asleep,
whoa oh oh oh oh
whoa oh oh oh oh
when i fall asleep.

"The Velourium Camper Iii: Al The Killer "


at birth given scars along tender heart liberties
in justice for awkward living situated casualties
they lay dead along your floor
careful not to wake them they're sleeping
in the morrows good mourning
the dying will discard the wish to live

let this colony know in the name of the dead we're coming

when i kill her, i'll have her
die white girls, die white girls

you'll get nothing for something
arise the hidden war of a dead song unsung
the night of your children's day
beneath the surface sealed by the floors boarded up
seal the lips of your voice with haste
and cower at the sounds as they make their way

surprise speed and malice
the opposing break the surface hold ready

will the killing veil love should the heroes play dumb
but killings no fun when the heroes are none

bye, bye world

"Sorry for being me"

The things that you say to me
Make me feel like Im somebody else
Wont let them get to me
Cause Im stronger than that
Stronger than that

Im Sorry for being me
I cant help the way I am
Im Sorry for being me
Theres no way they see how this will end

Maybe to look at me
Makes me feel like a person
Ide wanna be
Dont let you get to me
Cause Im stronger than that
Stronger than that

You are what you are
Because your meant to be
Dont care if you like it
Cause your not me
Im not scared Im not frieghtened
Im whats inside
Cause I have nothing to hide

~Tragic


Thursday, June 24, 2004

well i cant get that song to play :( so back to my other fav song. by Demon Hunter, I wish i could get my HCL Mp3. to play :( poo. well um.. I just got back from Ca... I wish there was more time to see the people i didnt get to see. And i also wish that the people i wanted to see.. wanted to see me. but i guess that was just wishfull thinking on my part.. when really.. no one wants to see me.. except for maybe a small few.. but other then that,,.. im not wanted there anymore.. and that really hurts to know. when I've grown up there and with so many people. :( well.. at least I had someone here in CA who mised me while i was gone.


Tuesday, June 01, 2004

enjoy the new music :)

"Spartan"

Billie Holiday on the radio
my sluggish heart is beating seven beats too slow
another sad song and another shot of blue
cold and unconcerned are anything but new
He said "Love endures all things"
and it hurts to think He's right
If I mark the span of failure
is his burden just as light?

[Chorus:]
I am, Spartan
close my heart so tight
Jesus
Save me
from myself tonight

Limping through the world
there's a knowing look or two
is it just the cripples here
who understand the truth?
Why is love so painful
why do we always lose
paving pathways for the lost
the bitter, and recluse?
He said "Love endures all things"
and it hurts to think it's true
did it nail Him on a cross
did it crucify Him too?

The angels are singing over the plains
the shepherds are quaking, echoing refrains
And all of our slogans designed to take away the pain
meant nothing to the Son of God that night in Bethlehem


"Every New Day"

When I was young, the smallest trick of light,
Could catch my eye,
Then life was new and every new day,
I thought that I could fly.
I believed in what I hoped for,
And I hoped for things unseen,
I had wings and dreams could soar,
I just don't feel like flying anymore.
When the stars threw down their spears,
Watered Heaven with their tears,
Before words were spoken,
Before eternity.

Dear Father, I need you,
Your strength my heart to mend.
I want to fly higher,
Every new day again.

When I was small, the furthest I could reach,
Was not so high,
Then I thought the world was so much smaller,
Feeling that I could fly.
Through distant deeps and skies,
Behind infinity,
Below the face of Heaven,
He stoops to create me.

Dear Father, I need you,
Your strength my heart to mend.
I want to fly higher,
Every new day again.

Man versus himself.
Man versus machine.
Man versus the world.
Mankind versus me.
The struggles go on,
The wisdom I lack,
The burdens keep pilling
Up on my back.
So hard to breathe,
To take the next step.
The mountain is high,
I wait in the depths.
Yearning for grace,
And hoping for peace.
Dear God...
Increase.
Healing hands of God have mercy on our unclean souls once again.
Jesus Christ, light of the world burning bright within our hearts forever.
Freedom means love without condition,
without a beginning or an end.
Here's my heart, let it be forever Your's,
Only You can make every new day seem so new.

 

 

 


Monday, May 24, 2004

WOO! MUSIC ON THE PAGE! incase your wondering what your listening to: at teh moment, you are hearing 'My Throat Is An Open Grave' by Demon Hunter.  but soon i wil try to put up a different song for every week so try to check back, it might just be YOUR band!


WOAH... finally im back to posting again! YAY! because i finaly have some time to do so. hahaha. anyways. um.. i dont know, im tired and very confussed. :-\ um.. My current boyfriend whom i can say that i love dearly... well he told me that he can see us getting married. o.O I donno about that.. im only 19! and as much as i love him.. i well.. i guess i could see us together for a really long time too.. only i know that he wants to haev kids someday.. and im scared to death of going through labor :( I really dont think i could handle it.. oh.. but who reads my entrys anyway.. :(.. im just writing to write.. it does feel good to get it out though.. i dont have anyone to really talk to about this because all the girls that my boyfriend and I hang around with are someway connected to past flings with him and therefore I do not care for them. But he tells me that he never loved them nor will he ever leave me.. but then again i've heard that before.. and even though I got a promise ring from him that he would marry me one day, I got one last time.. and it nearly killed me when we had to end it. I dont think i could handle that kind of break again. I just dont want to look anymore.. I'm happy. I am. and i love him. I just hope he keeps on loving me.

-Liz-



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