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| - 2113, Track 6,7,9 :-p "The Velorium Camper II (Backend of Forever)"
Rocked silent in a soft lullaby panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time where and when would I see him? Crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth I stuttered replacing your face to those words where and when would I kill him? I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this I wish...to the bitter end of my day where were you?
so you had your turn and you made it work now I'm the laughing stock of your joke crazy as it may seem I cried for you when you told me to date all of the things that made you end up in my life and I'll believe anything I have no luck with guys
I overheard that you were unhappy too misleading trust into a relationship that makes no sense over and out Connecticut but you had your back turned as you faded away at the end of my day I found out you weren't worth what I thought of you
write this down in the diary you abuse can we make plans can I just get throught to you is this weird...do I scare her? I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this I wish...that you could share the love you'd shared with others, with me this isn't love so forever let it go...forever will it burn this isn't love there on the backend of forever I wish I would never hurt again
"2113"
in our sleep there's more to this night where will she beg for your mercy? slowly but sure, im hoping what comes in the absence of night, she'll kick and she'll fight should they fail in his sight ... ill warrant them all, the end of us all
please mom, they're coming for me please mom, run, lock your door, they're coming for me
when the clock reads 21:13 our work will stop and the ground will release
please mom, they're coming for me please mom, run, lock your door, they're coming for
when i fall asleep, your face is all i see dear momma, i love i fall asleep, your face is all i dream dear momma, i love
in your frame you'll be this well ... in the face you miss the most, you'll see them soon stop, i bid you fair warning, stay up till you when the memories occur of a life you havent lived stay still, you will i've gotta secret to hide and i've gotta secret to hide
TO TIME CONSUMER: "in the words, a father to son thy kingdom come"
whoa oh oh oh oh whoa oh oh oh oh whoa oh oh oh oh whoa oh oh oh oh
please mom, they're coming for me please mom, run, lock your door, they're coming for
when i fall asleep, your face is all i see dear momma, i love i fall asleep, your face is all i dream dear momma, i love
whoa oh oh oh oh whoa oh oh oh oh
when i fall asleep, whoa oh oh oh oh whoa oh oh oh oh when i fall asleep.
"The Velourium Camper Iii: Al The Killer "
at birth given scars along tender heart liberties in justice for awkward living situated casualties they lay dead along your floor careful not to wake them they're sleeping in the morrows good mourning the dying will discard the wish to live
let this colony know in the name of the dead we're coming
when i kill her, i'll have her die white girls, die white girls
you'll get nothing for something arise the hidden war of a dead song unsung the night of your children's day beneath the surface sealed by the floors boarded up seal the lips of your voice with haste and cower at the sounds as they make their way
surprise speed and malice the opposing break the surface hold ready
will the killing veil love should the heroes play dumb but killings no fun when the heroes are none
bye, bye world
"Sorry for being me"
The things that you say to me Make me feel like Im somebody else Wont let them get to me Cause Im stronger than that Stronger than that
Im Sorry for being me I cant help the way I am Im Sorry for being me Theres no way they see how this will end
Maybe to look at me Makes me feel like a person Ide wanna be Dont let you get to me Cause Im stronger than that Stronger than that
You are what you are Because your meant to be Dont care if you like it Cause your not me Im not scared Im not frieghtened Im whats inside Cause I have nothing to hide
~Tragic | | |
| well i cant get that song to play :( so back to my other fav song. by Demon Hunter, I wish i could get my HCL Mp3. to play :( poo. well um.. I just got back from Ca... I wish there was more time to see the people i didnt get to see. And i also wish that the people i wanted to see.. wanted to see me. but i guess that was just wishfull thinking on my part.. when really.. no one wants to see me.. except for maybe a small few.. but other then that,,.. im not wanted there anymore.. and that really hurts to know. when I've grown up there and with so many people. :( well.. at least I had someone here in CA who mised me while i was gone. | | |
| enjoy the new music :)
"Spartan"
Billie Holiday on the radio my sluggish heart is beating seven beats too slow another sad song and another shot of blue cold and unconcerned are anything but new He said "Love endures all things" and it hurts to think He's right If I mark the span of failure is his burden just as light?
[Chorus:] I am, Spartan close my heart so tight Jesus Save me from myself tonight
Limping through the world there's a knowing look or two is it just the cripples here who understand the truth? Why is love so painful why do we always lose paving pathways for the lost the bitter, and recluse? He said "Love endures all things" and it hurts to think it's true did it nail Him on a cross did it crucify Him too?
The angels are singing over the plains the shepherds are quaking, echoing refrains And all of our slogans designed to take away the pain meant nothing to the Son of God that night in Bethlehem
"Every New Day"
When I was young, the smallest trick of light, Could catch my eye, Then life was new and every new day, I thought that I could fly. I believed in what I hoped for, And I hoped for things unseen, I had wings and dreams could soar, I just don't feel like flying anymore. When the stars threw down their spears, Watered Heaven with their tears, Before words were spoken, Before eternity.
Dear Father, I need you, Your strength my heart to mend. I want to fly higher, Every new day again.
When I was small, the furthest I could reach, Was not so high, Then I thought the world was so much smaller, Feeling that I could fly. Through distant deeps and skies, Behind infinity, Below the face of Heaven, He stoops to create me.
Dear Father, I need you, Your strength my heart to mend. I want to fly higher, Every new day again.
Man versus himself. Man versus machine. Man versus the world. Mankind versus me. The struggles go on, The wisdom I lack, The burdens keep pilling Up on my back. So hard to breathe, To take the next step. The mountain is high, I wait in the depths. Yearning for grace, And hoping for peace. Dear God... Increase. Healing hands of God have mercy on our unclean souls once again. Jesus Christ, light of the world burning bright within our hearts forever. Freedom means love without condition, without a beginning or an end. Here's my heart, let it be forever Your's, Only You can make every new day seem so new.
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| WOO! MUSIC ON THE PAGE! incase your wondering what your listening to: at teh moment, you are hearing 'My Throat Is An Open Grave' by Demon Hunter. but soon i wil try to put up a different song for every week so try to check back, it might just be YOUR band! | | |
| WOAH... finally im back to posting again! YAY! because i finaly have some time to do so. hahaha. anyways. um.. i dont know, im tired and very confussed. :-\ um.. My current boyfriend whom i can say that i love dearly... well he told me that he can see us getting married. o.O I donno about that.. im only 19! and as much as i love him.. i well.. i guess i could see us together for a really long time too.. only i know that he wants to haev kids someday.. and im scared to death of going through labor :( I really dont think i could handle it.. oh.. but who reads my entrys anyway.. :(.. im just writing to write.. it does feel good to get it out though.. i dont have anyone to really talk to about this because all the girls that my boyfriend and I hang around with are someway connected to past flings with him and therefore I do not care for them. But he tells me that he never loved them nor will he ever leave me.. but then again i've heard that before.. and even though I got a promise ring from him that he would marry me one day, I got one last time.. and it nearly killed me when we had to end it. I dont think i could handle that kind of break again. I just dont want to look anymore.. I'm happy. I am. and i love him. I just hope he keeps on loving me.
-Liz- | | |
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